I have been experimenting and playing with paint a lot these days. It is one of my summer vacation goals… play and make as many paintings as I please. Enjoy making messes. Have some fun by myself. Explore this interesting fetish and my need to express myself.
Not to sound like a clichรฉ, but I started pouring paint. It’s exactly the kind of mess I have been looking for. Not only are the results cool, but it is just some good childish fun. Tutorials kept showing up on my YouTube feed and my curiosity finally got the best of me.
Of course, I started thinking about abandonning the canvas and pouring the paint directly on me. But the only place I could do this would be in my outdoor art/mess-making space in the country… en plein air.
Oddly, I was in a shitty headspace about myself and my body, and almost didn’t do it because I couldn’t stand to be naked with myself. Not then. Not in that frame of mind. But then that little voice told me to abandon my self-hating talk along with the canvas and just pour. Be in the moment. Feel the paint drip. Feel it glide over my unevenly sun-tanned skin. Let the breeze lick and caress me as I lose myself and my self-deprecating ruminations.
It worked. I felt way better about myself after, and took some nice photos that made me feel beautiful when moments before I felt unbearably ugly. Not asking for compliments or pity at all… that is just how I feel sometimes, and I always work it through on my own and come out feeling better.
The gif might not be as focused as I would like, but you get the gist of what’s going on here.
I actually did make a painting but I will show it in another post.
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Oh you… ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ
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BEAUTIFUL
Thank you ๐ for making my lunch taste better!!
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Lol you are very welcome!
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ohmygod thatโs delicious.
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It felt really nice. I think I gasped the moment the paint touched my skin.
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I bet!! Yum.
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Very very cool!! Love this. And you should feel great about your body! Beautiful!
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Thank you ๐
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You look like a boulder opal of Gaea! I’m glad you got bolder and au naturel!
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Boulder/bolder… I see what you did there ๐. Thank you for the very flattering words. I love being outdoors in as few clothes as possible/as much paint as possible. ๐
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Oh boy, so very erotic.
Empress, you look very sexy and beautiful, your breasts are gorgeous and I wonโt tell you what they make me wish forโฆ ๐
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Wow! This is beautiful. It’s like to are covered with melting ice-cream, and ready to have it licked off! Very sexy ๐
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Mmm… ice cream…. *drool* Thank you! It was very exciting. Secret: I am a bit of a neat freak… so these messy paint experiences make me a little anxious. But ultimately they help me let go of the control freak in me.
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That’s a great way to have some fun, create some lovely art, and have therapeutic benefits too! Triple win!
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Jupiter… you should try it lol If you do, you must document and share!!!
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That is a great combination of colors and I love how they flow over the curves of your breast. A still shot of that would be absolutely fabulous!
So glad you worked through your naked struggle to make this happen ๐
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Thanks! It was either give up and let my self-loathing win or I say fuck it do it anyway because I would have more regret over avoiding it than doing it. I am happy I did it. I do have stills… will post them in future with the painting I made. ๐
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Looking forward to it ๐
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Anyway, no matter what you think, the show is beautiful and fun and for you as much as it is for us… and I donโt even dare say what I want to do with your boobs like… smear paint with my hands, make it run very slowly, see the colors mix and become other colors… and also do things that I prefer to keep to myself ๐
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๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฎ… ๐คฃ
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