*** Trigger warning: Contains references to childhood sexual trauma. ***
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She deflowered me
Without removing my petals.
Rather
She left them there to shrivel up, die and fall off on their own,
Or to be picked off one-at-a-time
By me.
She impaled my tender parts
Not just with her own victimization,
But also with her own need for power and possession —
Because she had none of her own,
And wanted to steal mine.
But at 6 or 7 (I can’t remember which — all of those young years feel the same to me),
I didn’t have much of that either,
So she left me with none,
And walked away with a little more
Than none.
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❤👽
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*** Is it still sexual trauma if a broad does it? It’s not like she had a cock, Sweet Lips…. ***
*** If it feels like sexual trauma, then it is, plain and simple. There does not need to be physical penetration for it to count as rape or molestation. A violation of body and spirit does not even need physical touch. In my case… I was more than just “touched”, and my body and spirit will never forget… unfortunately. ***
*** Sexual trauma is never your fault. Never. ***
You’ve flowered into a wonderful person!
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😊 Thank you
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::deep breath::
Amazing
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Thank you ❤
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It is trauma when you’re too young to consent and it doesn’t matter what gender does it.
Not an easy subject to talk about, so thank you for sharing.
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Thank you for your sensitivity and compassion ❤
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