Would I trade myself in
To get back the other me
And all the people who once came along
No matter how solitary I’ve become
I won’t be indulging in any trade-backs
Or games of tradesies.
What’s done is done.
You can’t unchange the changes,
Or unsay anything once said.
You can’t really unswallow a pill;
But you can choke down all the charcoal
And try though….
*** The pill reference is not a “red pill” reference. ***